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Dorothy Max Prior

About Dorothy Max Prior

Dorothy Max Prior is the editor of Total Theatre Magazine, and is also a performer, writer, dramaturg and choreographer/director working in theatre, dance, installation and outdoor arts. Much of her work is sited in public spaces or in venues other than regular theatres. She also writes essays and stories, some of which are published and some of which languish in bottom drawers – and she teaches drama, dance and creative non-fiction writing. www.dorothymaxprior.com

Fugitive Theatre: Bolt

Fugitive Theatre: Bolt

An empty stage, cool blue lighting. A metal-framed hospital bed, and to each side of the performance space thin muslin curtains – translucent veils that obscure rather than hide. On the back wall, a screen. Bolt opens with moving image. Our point of view is from the ground, and we are looking up into the face of a youngish man calling ‘Liv, Liv’ in an agitated voice. He’s twitchy, guilt-ridden: ‘Get, up Liv. I’m sorry… Come on, we were both going at it… Please, get up… Oh God there’s blood…’ . The lighting state changes, and a woman walks on. Grungy clothes, a scraggly plait, and a black eye. She speaks in the second person, calm but accusing: ‘You… You… You…’ She could hear him, she chose not to respond, she waited till he’d gone away to get help. ‘I’ll have to be gone when they get here’ he’d said.

The woman is Olivia Townsend (played by the show’s writer and director Siren Turner), hospital inmate. Perhaps she’s in a regular hospital, or perhaps she’s been sectioned – but no, it becomes evident that she’s in a rehab clinic, and is being dealt the cold turkey treatment. There’s a nurse, an older woman called Carol (played by Maresa Schick), who has hidden secrets that eventually impact on Liv’s story of her dysfunctional drug-driven relationship with boyfriend Jef (Alexander Ellis), and with her friend / housemate Lula (Sophia del Pizzo), a pale-skinned long-haired pre-Raphaelite beauty who we meet both on-screen and on-stage. Liv and Lula have a complicated relationship, like slightly incestuous sisters who love each other deeply – and who are obviously deeply wounded by each other’s behaviour.

The on-stage Lula lounging on the bed is, we gather, a figment of Liv’s imagination. Liv tells her (and us) that she is ‘held hostage by memories’. The intertwined realms of memory and imagination are represented by the on-screen characters of Lula and Jef (the renegade junkie boyfriend), and – less successfully – by their onstage appearances, as they pop in and out of the hospital room. Both Sophia del Pizzo and Alexander Ellis are strong actors to camera, but far less convincing on-stage. It is also, of course, harder to play a figment of someone’s imagination onstage. Having introduced the device of film as memory, it almost feels redundant to have Lula and Jef there in person too.

And it must be said that although Complicite, Punchdrunk and Sleepwalk Collective are all cited as influences on Fugitive Theatre’s work, what’s lacking in Bolt is the strength of movement-trained, stage-savvy performance that all of these companies specialise in. Yes, this is primarily a text-based work, but it would be great to see here a more European approach that recognises that a thorough training in physically-embodied theatre doesn’t exclude the voice – far from it, all the companies mentioned above are adept in delivering text without sacrificing physicality. There’s far too much fiddly gesturing and awkward blocking, rather than robust physical performance, in the live performance elements of Bolt. The actors often just don’t look relaxed and comfortable in the space.

What does work are scenes in which plot and character move forward onscreen whilst the onstage actors are held still in silent witness. There are also several scenes where onstage spoken text and onscreen text kind of echo or overlap each other in a way that is dramaturgically interesting. And I like the use of the ‘veils’ to each side of the stage, where characters lurk in a kind of here-but-not-here limbo, staring silently forward as action unfolds on stage or screen.

As her starting point in writing Bolt, Siren Turner used a Nan Goldin self-portrait showing a bruised face, which she kept as a reminder never to go back to the man who had hit her. That and the story of street photographer Dash Snow who lived fast and died young – age 27 of a drug overdose. Siren Turner’s Liv is a photographer, and photos (never seen by us) are used in the play as pivotal icons, unlockers of her memory, and crucial game-players in the plot. I wonder occasionally whether using the photos on-screen in tandem with the moving image might have been an interesting choice (although possibly one considered and rejected by the writer/director). But regardless, I like the dramatic device of the photos as catalyst to action in the play.

The script is somewhat over-written, with some plot twists and turns rather unbelievable, and there is sometimes an uncomfortable balance between naturalistic dialogue and poetic flights of fancy. For example, when Jef describes the moment of a hit in the vein, waxing lyrical on a ‘thousand tiny stars bursting’ it’s a nice bit of writing, but seems slightly odd and out of character coming from Jef. The onstage dialogue between Liv and Lula often feels stilted, and lacking any real dramatic spark – although as said, Lula/Sophia onscreen gives an excellent performance, a complex and muddled mix of innocence and experience; and Alexander/Jef onscreen combines attraction and repulsion most cleverly. The use of moving image as our lead character’s memory – with many filmed scenes repeating throughout the duration, each new viewing given a different context by the degree of new knowledge we’ve acquired –  is a very nice device.

There is a bigger question about the doing-it-all-yourself syndrome. Of course it is possible to write, direct and play the starring role in a show. But sometimes handing your work over to a director, or stepping back from performing, or working with a dramaturg, can make for a stronger show.

These criticisms aside, there’s a lot to praise in Bolt – not least the adventurous interplay between screen and stage action. A company to watch – I’d be very interested to see if they continue their exploration of the stage/screen dynamic, and in what ways.

Sam Green: The Measure of All Things

Sam Green: The Measure of All Things

Cinema:  a shared banquet in a palace, or a snack consumed absent-mindedly on your iPhone? Sam Green is on a mission to find a new way for cinema to be presented, making it a live theatrical experience that, like any other form of theatre, is unique to this time and this shared space. What we are experiencing is not shown simultaneously in a number of venues; it’s only here and now.

So first, going back to the roots of cinema, there is live music – just as there was in the days of the silent silver screen. In this case, it’s a sextet called yMusic, a classical/jazz/pop crossover group whose members have previously worked with the likes of Antony and the Johnsons, Meredith Monk, and Sufjan Stevens.

Additionally, we have Oscar-nominated film-maker Sam Green (The Weather Underground, 2004) onstage, with a spoken word accompaniment to, and live commentary on, his film.

Finally, the film itself.

The Measure of All Things is an homage to the Guinness Book of Records, which Green says he was obsessed with as a young boy. It starts with the wow factor facts and figures, and the audience relaxes back into easy listening mode, chortling at the whacky ‘isn’t life strange?’ examples that follow on in quick succession. Here’s a woman with the longest nails in the world, great curly talons that turn back on themselves. The longest hair – a cascade that goes way beyond the person’s feet. The oldest person – a man in Japan aged 116, seen surrounded by adoring grandchildren. Most struck by lightning – seven times unlucky. The longest taxi ride – seven thousand miles. And on it goes. Tallest. Shortest. Oldest. Fattest twins on motorcycles. It’s starting to feel like a Forced Entertainment show – lists, lists, and more lists.

Just when we think this is it, the tone changes. Sam Green shrugs off the boyish enthusiasm of his younger self, and reflects on the Guinness Book of Records itself, which apparently started as a freebie offered by the beer-makers to its loyal customers, to help them win pub quizzes. An image of a stack of back copies is reflected on: records change all the time, so they’re as out-of-date as yesterday’s papers. By way of example, we see a picture of an entry about the world’s biggest computer. It fills a room and has 34MB of memory… the size of one MP3 on your tablet.

We delve deeper, and the commentary becomes more poetic and reflective. Sam Green draws an analogy to fairy tales: these stories are superficially simple and easy to understand, but there’s lots beneath the surface. By way of example, the human stories behind the stats are turned over. Roy Sullivan, the man who was hit by lightning seven times, wasn’t killed that way – he committed suicide. Which seems so sad, so unbearable after so many brushes with death. He described himself as ‘unlucky in love’, and died by self-inflicted gun wound. Then, there’s Randy Gardner who in 1964, as a high-school student age just 16, stayed awake for 11 days and nights – a record that still stands. He was featured on the American TV show To Tell the Truth (we get to see the footage) as a cheery and sanguine all-American teenager. This is paired with more recent footage of Randy, who has become rather more phlegmatic in middle age: ‘Life’s a journey with no destination’ he says ‘you’re born, you die – that’s it’.

It goes darker and more disturbing. A man is stuck in a lift for 41 hours. There is CCTV footage, and we see his ordeal in its time-lapsed totality. He was never the same again, we learn. Another man recites Pi to so many digits, over so many hours, that it is beyond comprehension that anyone could have learnt so much by rote. We come back to him a few times, then learn that he had made a mistake many hours ago, but they kept him going until that error was formerly declared.

Even the Guinness Book of Records itself has it’s dark days, as co-founder and right-wing supporter Ross McWhirter is murdered by the IRA (1975). The four gunmen received 47 life sentences, but were released under the Good Friday agreement, and one of them now likes to paint landscapes. As with so many of the juxtaposed stories, there is a whole theatre show in this little segment.

We are pulled out the darkness with a beautiful story. We meet the tallest man in the world. Except he isn’t anymore, he’s been usurped by a taller man. But just as he starts to feel unwanted and useless, his life takes an odd turn when he is invited to use one of his really long arms to fish a bit of plastic out of a dolphin’s guts. A woman sees this on TV, falls in love with him as he is ‘such a kind man’ and offers to marry him. They live happily ever after.

Odd-bod love stories feature frequently. Before the main feature, we are treated to an earlier short film by Sam Green, The Rainbow Man/John 3:16, which reflects on the life of Rollen Stewart, who became famous during the 1970s for appearing at televised events wearing a rainbow-coloured wig, and carrying a ‘John 3:16’ sign. This starts as a whacky little biog pic, but soon turns into an uncanny reflection on co-incidence and crossed paths, as Rollen’s ex-wife Elsie turns out to have met the 9/11 bombers at a party. We see the party snaps – a group of smiley friends enjoying a nice evening together. And the moral of the tale? Even bombers like birthday cake.  It’s a perfect Sam Green moment: whatever we think we know about people, it turns out there’s another side; and whatever stories we tell, there’s always a twist to the tale.

Laurie Anderson

Laurie Anderson: All the Animals

What are the last things you see and say before you die and become dust? Do all oceans have walls? And why did the lark bury her father inside her own head?

All the Animals, a specially commissioned show for Brighton Festival, sees Laurie Anderson piecing together excerpts from earlier shows to make something that is more than the sum of its parts: a brand new work that presents a stunning cornucopia of stories and sounds; reworking mythical and fictional animal tales, and musing on our relationship with the natural world, but beyond that reflecting on the very nature of life itself. And death – death features heavily. Anderson’s bereavement (her husband Lou Reed died in 2013) is never specifically referenced, but it is there in the air, informing both her words and our receiving of them.

It’s a stripped-back Laurie Anderson show. The credits say it all: music, text and visual design Laurie Anderson; lighting design Brian Scott. That’s it – and it’s everything your heart could desire. As we enter the auditorium we see the vast stage lit by a projection of light on the whole-wall screen at the back of the stage. A beam of light is focused downwards on the lectern/music stand stage-left. There’s an armchair stage-right, and a row of small, twinkling lights marking the front edge of the stage.

The artist enters and immediately picks up her electric violin and launches into an intense opening number, fiery and passionate, layers of sound building through live multi-track sampling and modifying. At the end of the opening number, an electronic pulse remains as she then starts speaking – beautiful, poetic words that ricochet from her mother’s hallucinations pre-death (seeing animals on the ceiling) to Aristophanes’ The Birds, and the story of the lark who buries her father in her head – which is how memory came into the world.

Memory and imagination, archetype and myth: the stories tumble over each other. There are, roughly speaking, two performance modes. By the music stand, the delivery is poetic, lyrical and interweaved with music. The trademark vocoder-type voice distortion (which turns her voice into a deep masculine growl) is often employed – adding an extra surreal layer to the words. In one riff, she starts in with the fact that 99.9% of species that have ever lived are extinct, and takes this into an extensive list of what’s gone. Civets. Lizards. Sloths. Dinosaurs.

Sitting in the armchair, she’s in a more confessional storyteller mode – often telling stories about story-making. For example, we have a witty and entertaining spiel on the making of her opera, Moby-Dick. Anyone who knows and loves the book would, I am sure, have been as delighted as I was to hear her riff on Herman Melville’s imagined conversations with his editor – apparently Captain Ahab wasn’t in the first draft, and the book was even more ‘man goes fishing’ anoraky than it is in its final version. Talking of adaptations: there’s also a marvellous story of what Thomas Pynchon said when Laurie asked permission to turn Gravity’s Rainbow into a piece of music theatre. You can do it, he said, if you score it for solo banjo. ‘There are many ways to say no…’ she muses.

As she moves from one side of the stage to the other, sitting or standing, lighting states change. At one moment, she’s silhouetted against an Aurora Borealis pale green. At another, the stage is washed in deep violet light, with one deep magenta beam of light focused on her.

Back to the other side, and the violin sings out again. Next, a story of a prince’s funeral in Ubud. An enormous pyre is built, but then the body is dropped to the ground – apparently, the thud to the floor releases the soul, which flies away like a bird before the body is burnt. We move from birds to rabbits: a stuffed rabbit taken on a plane; and a Playboy bunny girl who berates Anderson and her demonstrating feminist friends with the suggestion that instead of objecting to women earning a good living, they turn their attention to the garment district where women work for 10 cents an hour.

And still the animals come: tigers, hamsters, horses, snakes, racoons, cows, donkeys. And dogs. Dogs are important to Laurie. When she speaks of her beloved Lulabelle she lights up with delight. Lulabelle sewn into her belly so she can birth her like a baby. Lulabelle poking her tongue up people’s noses. Lulabelle out for a walk, and seeing the vultures hovering above, realising that the danger can also come from above. The look on Lulabelle’s face, says Laurie, she saw again on people’s faces the day after 9/11. The awareness that we too can be prey – and that the hunters can come from the air.

It’s a sobering moment – but counter-balancing it is the story of Music for Dogs, which is just what it says on the can, a concert for dogs, held at Sydney Opera House. The piece was co-curated with Lou Reed. The couple’s shared love of dogs, and this marvellous shared project, conjures Lou’s ghost. It seems that a decision has been made not to bring a note of sentimentality into the show, and to leave certain things unsaid, so he’s not discussed. Cue a video of the dogs. It’s a poignant moment – although funny too. ‘Let’s hear the small dogs’ she says, yapping loudly. ‘And the middle-size dogs’ – woof woof. ‘And now the big dogs’ – a great big hefty, cathartic barking erupts.

Beautiful and barking mad – it’s a perfectly-formed, tender and heartwarming Laurie Anderson show, and receives a wildly enthusiastic standing ovation from this last-night Brighton Festival audience.

Raphaelle Boitel: L'Oubliee. Photo Vincent Beaume

Raphaëlle Boitel: L’Oublié(e)

L’Oublié(e) is a stunningly beautiful piece – a mostly monochrome series of moving pictures that blends contemporary circus, dance and word-free visual theatre, all accompanied by a highly inventive lighting design, and an eclectic soundspace that merges ambient electronica with echoing snatches of old-world waltzes, tangos and torch-songs. The 1930s classic Dream a Little Dream of Me is a recurring theme – incorporated into the soundtrack, and performed live, in a quavering little voice.

In this quasi-cinematic work, breathtakingly beautiful moving pictures follow one after the other as disorientating and surreal dream images emerge and dissolve from the darkness, often lit photographically with intense, focused white light. Sumptuous fabrics play a big part in the scenography – long fluttering curtains and veils waft and swing and are swung from. Faces and bodies are framed with light, and dissolve into a flickering darkness, like the fading stars of silent cinema. And here again comes the refrain ‘ dream a little dream of me’. But as the White Queen says to Alice: Who is dreaming whom?

As for form: Raphaëlle Boitel – multi-talented and versatile in every sense of the word – is principally a contortionist, so this circus art naturally features strongly, alongside aerial dance using silks and bungees (often in new and inventive ways). Wry humour has always been in evidence in her work, and here this is developed with a new maturity. The circus / aerial dance work is incorporated effortlessly into the work, acting as rich metaphor: a body levitates above a table, then seems to shrug off its mortal coil; a woman on a big band of elastic runs forward and is pulled back time and again, like a modern-day Sisyphus; a doctor examines a patient whose limbs refuse to stay where they should be.

Boitel’s previous work within contemporary circus-theatre is there to see in L’Oublié(e), her first major work as auteur/director. The time spent with James Thierrée’s Compagnie du Hanneton (she starred in both Junebug and La Veillee des Abysses) has borne fruit, revealed in the witty play with furniture (tables and chairs, in this instance) and furnishings; the air of surreal humour that pervades so many of the images; and an ongoing interest in the animus/anima theme – the all-consuming desire for male and female to re-unite, to find their other half that makes them whole. But to what extent this is James Thierrée’s influence is hard to say, as we could also see it as a shared visual and physical language that she, James and her brother Camille (also a renowned circus artist) developed together in all the years that they co-devised and presented work together.

There are other influences and predecessors in evidence: a touch of Pina Bausch here, a nod to David Lynch there. A dash of Kate Bush – and a great big shovelful of Philippe Genty.

Narrative is not the most important aspect of this work, but there is one of sorts: at the start, we see a man is on a hospital bed, perhaps in a coma, or after a heart attack, and a shadow theatre scenario of attempts to resuscitate him. A woman has been waiting for him to wake up, and we are then plunged into a parallel world of hallucinations and fantastical situations. Whether this is inside her head or his – or both – we never know for sure. We don’t know who he is and what their relationship might be – although it appears to be a romantic one.

Throughout, archetypes of womanhood are explored: Romantic heroines in voluptuous white dresses are swept off their feet; black widows trail their trains across the floor; shrouded figures float high in the space, like lost angels. In one scene, we are presented with a triad of female forms, a merging of the three female characters that suggests, as the mythology would have it, that the legendary three aspects of Demeter – maidenhood, womanhood, and maturity – are all carried in any one woman.

If there’s a criticism of the piece, it is that the narrative set up at the beginning is never resolved. We move into the world of subconscious dreams and fantasies, but we are not taken out of it, back to the hospital. We can only presume that the artist shied away from any resolution – but dramaturgically the piece feels incomplete, as we are left floating in the depths of the dream.

Thematically, it would seem to be exploring the very nature of what it means to be alive, and the fragility of the balance between life and death. It seems to be asking: where does memory end and imagination begin? Is the life of our dreams as important as our waking moments? And what does it mean to be a spirit living inside a body? No answers are given to these metaphysical conundrums – but we leave feeling a whole lot of interesting questions have been posed.

 

 

 

Bernadette Russell: BED

Being There: BED by Bernadette Russell

Being There: one of an occasional series for Total Theatre Magazine in which an artist and a witness reflect on their different perspectives. Here, writer and performer Bernadette Russell and her first one-on-one audience member Dorothy Max Prior explore the debut outing for BED

 

Bernadette Russell: BED with Dorothy Max Prior

Dorothy Max Prior writes:

Bernadette Russell’s new show – she of The People Show and The White Rabbit and 366 Acts of Kindness and whatever else – and I’m the first to experience it! This feels an honour even before anything has happened.

BED is a show for one person at a time and (in this incarnation, anyway) it happens in your home – in your bed. My bed, that is. First I wonder about a slight cheat: I have a study with a bed in that is my space – perhaps that’d be best. But as it happens, on the appointed day there’s a visiting circus girl staying in there, so my marital bedroom becomes the only option. Which feels slightly challenging, what with the overflowing laundry basket and heaps of books on the floor and paperwork on the desk…

‘Wear what you like, but I’ll be wearing PJs,’ says the text, when Bernadette is on her way. I take a bath, and get into my pyjamas. Oh Lord… She arrives with a great big suitcase and asks if she can have 10 minutes alone in my room. When I’m invited in, it’s no longer my familiar bedroom, it’s now a magical space. The piles of paper and laundry have been transformed into soft fairy hills with draped cloths, there are sparkly festoons of lights everywhere, slightly eery old dolls stare at me, and there’s the sound of tinkling music boxes. On the bedside table, candles burn, and there’s the smell of lavender on the pillow.

Bernadette tucks me in and sits next to me on the bed. She’s conducting research into dreams, and asks me lots of questions. Do I dream? Do I remember my dreams? Are my dreams the ‘washing laundry’ type of dreams that sort out the day before’s dilemmas, or fantastical adventures? I find it surprisingly difficult to answer – I realise that I often jump up quickly in the mornings and immediately forget my dreams. I promise her that I will take my time to save at least one for her. It’s a deal – signed, sealed and delivered. IOU one dream…,

Then there’s cocoa and biscuits, and I get to choose a bedtime story for myself from a list. I’m just about to choose Magic, when I find myself saying Beauty instead. It’s a week or two before my 60th birthday and the story told seems pertinent, as it is about the desperate desire for eternal youth and beauty at any cost – the traditional fairy tale image of Snow White’s stepmother preening herself in the glass transformed into a more contemporary tale of plastic surgery and Californian cocktail parties. There’s a touch of Dorian Gray in there. Lemons feature heavily.

It’s all over far too soon. The candles are snuffed out. The dolls and lights and wind-up music boxes are packed away. Bernadette leaves. That night, I dream of going to the circus – which in my case is a fairly everyday occurrence – but this circus features a terrible beast-man in a sideshow display and a tiny doll-like girl that I know have both arrived there from Bernadette, one way or another. I wake with the taste of lemons in my mouth, and reach for my pen. There is also a special gift that has been left behind on the bedside. A candle and a spell… I wonder what the Magic story would have been?

The Bed is a delightful and enchanting experience – a return to the pleasures of childhood but with an adult awareness. I’m a sucker for anything that references fairy tales, and Bernadette Russell’s writings are firmly in the Angela Carter camp. I love her contemporary take on archetype and myth. Even on this first outing it is all working beautifully. If I put my critic’s hat on and attempt to think what could be better, I suppose I could say that there is a slight discrepancy between the performer’s persona in her two roles of researcher and storyteller – but I’m sure she’ll find her way with future performances. I also wonder if there is any way at all for the audience member not to witness the dismantling of the space. Perhaps she needs to be blindfolded or asked to close her eyes – or perhaps a torch is needed to take things down without bedroom lights going back on? These are small adjustments to be made to the form – but on its first outing, BED is most definitely a hit. You can tuck me in anytime, Bernadette!

 

Bed 3

 Bernadette Russell writes:

This is the story behind BED, or rather a series of stories that fit inside each other like Russian Babushka dolls.

Three years ago I read the Truman Capote short story Master Misery whilst in bed with a very heavy cold. It’s about a man who buys dreams, often from people who have nothing else left to sell. It’s a romantic and melancholy story, perfect for a rainy autumn day. It never quite left me.

Two years ago I was asked to contribute something for a charity art auction. I make toys but I didn’t have any ready, so I put myself up for auction with an idea in mind of what that would mean. The auctioneer managed to raise £80 for me. I met the man who’d bought me at the bar, and explained what he’d won: that I’d write a story especially for him and read it to him in bed. I gave him my card, we went our separate ways.

A year later, I was invited to take part in Art Flea Stroud. They built me a bed on stilts and I watched people climb the rickety ladder, and read and chatted to strangers, sharing Baileys and cake with them all day. A drunk builder fell asleep cuddling one of my dolls, a woman cried on my shoulder, several people whispered ‘I shouldn’t be telling you this, but…’

All of these days jumbled together and assembled themselves into a plan to read stories to people in bed and to attempt to influence and then collect their dreams. I also wanted to explore the magic and wonder of theatre, and of stories, and of what happens to us when we sleep.

I put some notices up to see if anyone was interested: Dorothy Max Prior was one of the first to respond.

I packed a suitcase and set off to an address she’d texted to me the day before. Like a blind date, or a secret assignation, I went to visit this not-quite-stranger, pretty sure that Dorothy and I hadn’t spoken much before (and we definitely hadn’t shared a bed. I’d remember that.)

In my suitcase were my pyjamas, plus things to embellish her room a little: some lights, some scents, lots of music boxes, some very old dolls. I prepared a contract on my nana’s typewriter, to be signed by both parties: a story from me in exchange for a dream from her. Her dream (the first one she remembered after my visit) becomes inspiration for another story, to be read to someone else in the future.

When I arrived at her house in a taxi, her husband told me that Dorothy was already tucked up in bed. She left to give me a few minutes to change the room a little. It already smelt of roses, was filled with books and interesting objects. My strange collection fitted right in. I put on my pyjamas, invited her in and we sat up in bed and chatted.

The first part of the experience is an interview, partly inspired by Master Misery, and partly by Jungian and Freudian ideas about dreams, symbols and the subconscious, which I recorded as an audio file. Once contracts had been signed by both of us. Dorothy then chose from a simple list of headings which story she would like. She chose the theme of Beauty. I read and she listened. Woven into each story is a series of ‘magic words’: triggers to try to influence the subconscious. The stories I wrote for this project are dark and bloody and funny and strange.

After the story we drank the hot chocolate that I had prepared out of tiny cups, and ate biscuits that taste of roses: part holy communion, part midnight feast, and the room fell into silence as the music box wound down.

I left her with a gift to open when I left: a wunderkammer containing a set of instructions and an invitation to suspend disbelief and to experiment with magic, to be accepted or not, and a few things hidden in her room to be found later or never, no matter which. I caught another taxi and was away. I felt incredibly calm and happy. I could smell roses and I could taste them, that made me smile.

It’s a tender experience, to share a bed and a story with a stranger. When you’re tucked in, you can’t help but soften your voice and feel empathy with the person next to you. It’s both comforting and disconcerting, it’s the most innocent of one-night stands. I think it requires great generosity and a sense of adventure from the listener, and Dorothy was open and funny too, which helped. I kept thinking about what it’ d be like when we bumped into each other again, it felt like we became friends in the hour we spent together.

A few days later, I received a letter in the post from her with details of her dream. That night I started writing a story inspired by it, and next Sunday I’m going to visit someone else in their bed (a real total stranger this time, which will probably be an entirely different experience). I’ll carry on collecting dreams, and sharing and telling stories, and I will allow this experiment to develop as it will. I’ve plans to return to Brighton for the whole festival next year, but for now I am happy to carry on bed-hopping with my suitcase of lights, filing dreams away and telling stories.

 

Bernadette Russell BED

Footnote:

BED is an on-going experiment, and Bernadette Russell has now found a sleep expert from the Wellcome Trust interested in working with her.

If you’re interested in a visit, please email: bernadette@thewhiterabbit.org.uk and put BED in the subject line.